HEY future flame! Do you know I’m waiting? It takes all patience in me even if I’m near to the state of panic. It’s agonizing yet I am still waiting.
Be reminded that first and foremost, I’m sorry I may be messing around. Sometimes my mind is in chaos that I don’t care much what the world would think of me. There’s gotta be a lot of fixing and it would mean a lot if you will opt to hang on during the repairs. I am nuts, hope you are cool with that.
Second, I do not have to be hard-pressed with deep emotions. Especially for you. I have not been involved with anyone and it scares the hell out of me. I won’t expect much from you but I will try to give you my best. Errrkay?
Third, I like being crazy and doing spontaneous activities. I seldom prefer planned hang-outs so it would be better to just go out there—see places, meet people, try new things. Random is fun.
Fourth, I am a talker. I would love to have conversations with you. Engaging you in those will help me know if I really really really like you. It will be thrilling to know your thoughts. I am tactless at times so it would be appreciated if you say things bluntly rather than flowery (even if it hurts!). And don’t get offended with my harshness. I am just being me.
Fifth, I have a thing for music. I am not musically-inclined, not even a singer. But I love music around me. For me, it’s the easiest way to communicate particularly when it’s hard to express how I feel.
Sixth, I sometimes crush on athletes: basketball, volleyball, football players and the like. Thug! I am not even sporty, I just find them awesome.
Seventh, I am enamored in reading. Pardon me when I swoon over Christian Grey, or Gideon Cross. Even Augustus Waters. Don’t get jealous buddy. They are just favorites while you’re the only one.
Eight, I won’t be sweet to you at all times because I will also have my bad days. Wait, am I sweet? Lol. I am not really showy. You will have to figure out if I do care.
Ninth, allow me to have my alone time. I will always need that. I value my independence and I will gladly give yours as well.
Tenth, I tend to over think. I am risk averse. Can you teach me how to trust and be not afraid?